Airplane Thoughts

            I’m writing this sitting in the exit row on my flight to Hong Kong, alternating between excitement and nervousness. I have very few expectations for what the next nine months will look like. The two expectations I do have are that: this is going to be hard; and I’m going to learn a ton. And even though expectations are completely vague, but I’m ok with that now.

I would like to think that I’m ready, but I have a feeling that my world is going to drastically change; and honestly that scares me just as much as it excites me. For the first time in my life I can honestly say I have no clue what the next year holds. Not that I had ever known what was going to happen, but every year up until this point I have known that I would have a year of school in front of me and that was comfortable. Now, I’m uncomfortable. Basically I don’t know what I feel right now and I’m not a fan.